only cry in the rain
21.04.2025 (mon) 
my favorite artist, chuu, just dropped a new album today and i cannot get over it. it’s called only cry in the rain which is also the name of the title track and it’s got four more songs: back in town, kiss a kitty, je t’aime, and no more. every single one is so good i don’t even know where to start.
i've honestly been counting down the days. i was so hyped last week that i changed the entire theme of my site just for this album’s release. like.. i'm in full-on celebration mode lol
the title track really messed me up emotionally (in the best way possible)
hard to explain but while everyone else might hear a typical love song, i hear something deeper. it’s more about growing up. about looking back at who we used to be, how things felt so different when we were younger and how time quietly changes everything. it’s kind of a goodbye to those versions of ourselves we don’t even realize we’ve left behind. it’s sad but also kind of comforting?? umm like it’s okay to feel all of that. life is messy and beautiful like that.
oh.. btw my fave track is back in town! this song is so gooOOoOood. something about it just feels so personal
i hope everyone listens to the whole album from start to finish. it deserves that. chuu really outdid herself this time. this is 100% my favorite album now. i LOVE her so much t-t
happy songkran day
13.04.2025 (sun) 
today is thai traditional new year aka songkran day. most thai people back to their hometown to spend time with family. but my hometown is bangkok and i'm also living in bangkok so i'm not going anywhere555555
note:
songkran is from sanskrit word means passing.
number 5 is pronounced as ha. that's the way we laugh5555
i'm not even go outside to play water fights or visit temple. all i want is stay at home after a month of hard work.
i woke up late today, about 10 am. after the shower, i opened the curtains, let the sun shines into my room and watching detective conan all day. no plans. no pressure. just me and the quiet. such a peaceful day
around 3 pm, a cool breeze shook my room's curtains and of course it rained.
the weather today honestly makes me really happy. it’s not too hot like the usual years, which is kinda nice… but at the same time i can’t help thinking maybe this weird weather is a sign of global warming. feels like the seasons get more unpredictable every year. and that’s not really a good thing.